Karma

I wanted you to feel how I felt

Worthless and invisible

I wanted you to crush under the pressure so that I could applaud myself for being so strong

I wanted you to hurt like I hurt so that I could ease my pain

But most Importantly I wanted you to understand

I wanted you to understand that your every day struggles were a sprinkle of rain in comparison to my thunderstorm

I wanted you to see that your grass was greener

And that You were on the brighter side

I wished my own misery upon you so that I could have a second to bask in the sun

For a second I wished I was you and you were me

I thought about all the ways I could recreate every encounter between us

Yet in this scenario, I had the upper hand

I was the "Man"

I was eager to watch you self destruct

But Would that ever be enough?

It would take your world to come crashing down for us to ever be even

So like the number three, I let us be odd

And watched you suffer a third of my pain.

Cause what I really wanted for you was way to much to ever explain

Seeking Revenge,

Daph