Note to self

You are far to phenomenal to be kept a secret. Way to worthy to be hidden. Your skin absorbs the sun and yet you’re still on fire. You are one who deserves to be desired. Only you have the ability to transform this heat and give him fever. Your beauty alone could make any sinner a believer. The lengths of your grandeur are endless and to bask in your glory is splendid. So before you make excuses for his behavior remind yourself of this. You deserve to be loved out loud. You deserve to be addressed and proud. You deserve to stand out when he asks you to stand in line cause baby you are far to phemomenal to be kept a secret.

You are far to faithful to be forgotten. Way to wondrous to let rotten. You alone have the ability to mend his every wound. Although released to the world in the morning, it’s you he’ll be mourning come afternoon. So before you meet him at that spot remind yourself of this. You deserve to be met without shame. You deserve much more than a man running game. You deserve the world and then some and while you're more than capable of giving it to yourself, you deserve a man who does his best to give you his. Sweetie again, you are way to wondrous to let rotten.

So until then, until you are treated with the respect you deserve. Until you no longer utter "this nigga got some nerve". Continue to shut him out. Continue to match his energy. Continue to remind yourself of your worth and as you continue to shine, let him know how it feels to be left in the shadows.

Shining,

Daph the "self"