Whole lotta S’s

S is for "Single Mother". S is for “Secrets” S is for the mystery you’ll never "Solve”

S is for whatever I "Say" it’s for. But most importantly, S is for "STFU”

I could go on and on listing things that "S" stands for but then we’d be here all night and a lot of y’all feelings would be hurt.

It seems as if most of you didn’t know that if a father isn’t present when their child is born the mother, which in this case would be me, chooses the name the child will carry. It’s kinda how some of you got stuck with your mother’s last name. Some of y’all have never even met your own fathers, yet have the audacity to question those around me. Some of you have forgotten to ask yourselves if AB will never know her own father, who are you to have that opportunity.

I find it funny how with Carter you were all so sure that "S” couldn’t be apart of the equation and with Amara y’all tryna add things up on your own lol. You called me a liar. Said that I was crazy for suggesting that "S” stood for "Sex". Said I "wasn’t his type”. "He will never make that mistake again" you said, but my has the energy shifted. Which is it? Is he cumming or going? Does he want me or not? Bet you feel stupid now huh? Confused, even?

If I’m being honest the only thing my children have in common with the man in question is that they all had mothers who chose "S” and despite the fact that "S" is for "signed“ , none of their fathers felt it important to do so. Now the question is , why do you care so much if the father doesn’t? I have no intention to straighten this out for y’all but know this, who I sleep with is up to me and I’m pretty sure he loves it here cause he refuses to leave. In this case, “S” might not even stand for "Surname".

And If you’re reading this my love, please let it rest. You’re doing yourself a disservice by grouping up with your peers and playing detective when criminology is far from what you studied in college. You’re looking for answers in all the wrong places. You should find more solace in not knowing than in conjuring up stories you believe to be true. Especially when they’re the very scenarios your heart can’t bare. I ask that you and your friends choose peace, nobody wins when you’re at war with yourself.

“S” is for “Sincerely",

Daph